Today I've decided to put my first foot forward into the next phase of my life. I went to my college and started on processing my graduation papers and the records of my college grades.
I walked on the streets i used to walked during those four years in the university. I met some old friends and rekindled the ideals which I firmly believed on during those four years. It felt great, really great.
Then a news came up. My very close friend is going to study abroad, and she's leaving before April. Suddenly, I cannot understand my feelings. I know I should be happy for her but the thought that she's leaving makes me sad. But it's not only sadness that i feel, there are some feelings I can't explain...All I know is: My tears keep falling without control.
It seems to me that my friend have also moved on the next phase. It's so hard for me to imagine that we are going to be apart. For more than 8 years we've been together through tough times and good times. Now this....I am out of words...I'm just going to cry it out!