I haven't made a single entry for a long time. I guess I have been too busy to write...or I haven't been too inspired.

For the past few days I have been applying for a job like a normal graduate would do. And like any other normal graduate, i have been doing this with very little money left in my pocket. I should get this job...I've been dreaming of this for a very long time and I am determined to get it...

ooOoo

Growing old is inevitable but growing up is a choice...but how do I know if I am growing up? Is there a sign? Sometimes I feel like I am growing up when I let the things I held on so tightly go so that I can move on...This includes old habits, friends, and some childhood memoirs...Right now I am still in the process of letting go. It is painful...but I'll learn to manage and I know God will heal me and strengthen me, so that I might be able to grow again...yeah, i guess this is growing up...I AM GROWING UP...or whatever.